Last night dreamed of R. She was standing at a distance from me in a field of bright green grass that grew 3 or 4 feet high. Behind her the land dropped away as a massive cliff down to the ocean. The light was cloudy/bright, saturating the colors. In the far distance down the coastline I could see an island covered with many large buildings, almost like a castle or fort. The sunset was behind it, so that the island and the structures were silhouetted. The contrast of sunset and silhouette made the island seem to glow.
I approached her and saw that she had gained a lot of weight. Her face was garishly made-up, with bright red rouge spots on her cheeks.
"Are you surveying your domain," I asked, somewhat ironically as I pointed to the island, which I knew to be her home. She didn't reply, but I could now she that she was weeping.
"What's wrong," I asked.
"No one likes me," she said, and turned her face away.
After some confusion I found myself lying the ground beside her. We kissed a bit, and I remember kissing her neck.
That's all, but on waking it felt like the dream was in the 'mystic light on water' category. Not last night but the night before I remember wishing I could have another dream like that before falling asleep.
